Day. Last

Early. Alarm. No need. Me. Happy! Shower. Brush. Get dressed. Eat. Coffee. Run. Cold. Bus. Red Line. Deak. Switch. Blue Line. Ujpest. Wait. Happy. Anxious. Mazda. Old. Green. Dirty. Purple. She. Beautiful. Kiss. Short. Speedy. Nervous. Szia. Me. Happy. Tickets. Two. To Paszmany. Stairs. Platform. Wait. She. Moody. Agitated. Me. Smiling. Train. Seats. Face to face. Read. She. On iPhone. Me. A book. Highlighting. She. Why? Me. To find. She. Ruins. Book. Me. Not book. Scholar book. Research. No ruin. Destination. Big yard. Administration. Papers. Teacher. Missing. Library. Computers. Wallpapers. Trianon. Red map. Great Hungary. Me. Laughing. She. Defensive. Exam. Me. Still happy. Hallway. Students. She. More anxious. Repeating. Preparing. Memorizing. Me. Looking. At her. Encouraging. Sure. Hour. Arrives. Examination. Start. She. Agitated. Stressed. Concerned. Me. Forgotten. Abandoned. Patient. She. Goes in. Me. Wait. This time. Worried. Listening. At the door. She. Talks. Answers. Questions. Hungarian. Incomprehensible. One hour. Passes. She. Comes out. Upset. Angry. Me. Concerned. Exam? Passed. Grade? Not good. Teacher? Furious. Offensive. Rude. She. Pissed. Crying. Upset. Down. Me. Comforting. She. Restless. Not listening. Not accepting. Me. Useless. Cafeteria. Food. Not much. Cold. Good. She. On the phone. Mother. Sister. Whoever. Me. Trying. To get through. Still to comfort. Pointless. She. Rejecting. Tickets. Station. Train. Crowded. Talking. Landlord. Issues. Me. Expecting. Support. She. Supporting. Her friends. Destination. Dorm? Concert? Discussion. Me. Coffee. Talk. She. Ok. Car. Drive. Coffee place. Parking lot. She. iPhone. Facebooking. Writing. Answering. Not paying attention. We. Enter. Sit down. Order. Me. Trying to talk. She. Still texting. Annoyed. We. Argue. A lot. About us. About me. Me. Upset. Annoyed. She. The same. Coffee. Done. We. Leave. Car. Me. Stop texting. God! She. Refusing. She. Driving. Lost. Use GPS. Find shortcut. She. Happy. About it. Me. Looking. Not knowing. What's coming. She. Parks. On side of the road. Me. Why here? Why not there? She. Not staying. Me. Still. Not understanding. We. Get out. Me. Walking. Towards dorm. She. Calls me. Back. Standing. Next to the car. She. Hugs. Me. Crying. Me. Starting to get it. She. Breaking up. With me. Hugs. Hard. Crying. Harder. Whispering. Me. Hearing. Cracks. Inside. Melted. Heart. Starting. To freeze. Back. Me. Trying. To reason. To talk. To comprehend. No use. She. Saying. Bye! Cold. Very cold. Freezing. Me. Concerned. Don't catch. A cold. Go. She. Getting back. In the car. Engine. Starts. She. Signals. Drive. Turns left. Disappears. Me. Empty. Senseless. Cold. Going. Slow. To the dorm. Memorize. Name. Of street. Cross. Go in. Warm. Elevator. Second. Floor. Room. Dark. Gifts. On table. Growing. Anger. Towards. Me. Sit down. No words. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Mea culpa. Silence. Finish. Packing. Shower. Brush. Mute. End.